Saturday, October 01, 2005

The simple mindedAnd the uninformedCan be easily led astrayAnd those that cannot connect the dotsHey look the other wayPeople believe what they want to believeWhen it makes no sense at allSo be careful of those killing in Jesus's name He don't believe in killing at all And I wish you a long sight lineAnd the strength to walk tall Walk tallYeah walk onThrough this worldWalk tallSomewhere out in the distanceIs the death of you and meEven though we don't think of it muchIt's still out there for us to seeIf you treat life like a bar room fightYou'll die stinking of ginNo drunkards are allowed in heavenNo sinners will get inWalk tallYeah, walk onWalk tallThrough this worldWalk tallSo be careful in what you believe inThere's plenty to get you confusedAnd in this land called paradiseYou must walk in many men's shoesBigotry and hatred are enemies to us allGrace, mercy and forgivenessWill help a man walk tallSo walk tallYeah, walk onWalk tallThrough this worldThrough this worldYeah, walk tall


This is a great song. This was also a great concert. I got in a fight with the fat girl behind me that wouldn't stop spilling her drink on me"back the fuck up fat chick"....

I have had a long couple of days...just reflecting...do you ever wake up and wonder who you are and where your life has gone?? If you could go back in time and change things, would you?? Would it matter?? DO the things that you want to do NOW- do not whait.. As Gypsy's bro always told me"life is short- live it how you want..."

35 Comments:

At 7:29 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

grrrrr!!!

 
At 10:23 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Mrs. Mayhem-Perhaps we will never know if the choices we make are right or wrong or if the path we choose is what was meant to be. All you can do is follow your heart and deal with the choices you make the best way you can. Remember I'm here for you now just like I was when we were young kids.

 
At 10:24 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Mrs. Mayhem-Perhaps we will never know if the choices we make are right or wrong or if the path we choose is what was meant to be. All you can do is follow your heart and deal with the choices you make the best way you can. Remember I'm here for you now just like I was when we were young kids.

 
At 6:23 AM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

I know. I appreciate that. thank you for not being judgemental. That girls night is looking beter and beter.

Tomorrow’s another day
And I’m thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

It’s almost like the hard times circle ’round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I’m not dead

Tomorrow’s another day
And I’m thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

I’m not gonna let it get me down
I’m not gonna cry
And I’m not gonna lose any sleep tonight

 
At 11:42 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hold on little girl - show me what he's done to you, stand up little girl a broken heart can't be that bad. When it's through it's through fate can twist the both of you. So come on baby come on over let me be the one to show you . . .

 
At 1:28 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

ohhh i love it:)
What memories....can't whai to make sum new ones....

 
At 1:38 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

Hello heartache
I should have known you'd come my way
Since she left me
All my dreams have gone astray
She was all I had to live for
Now my every hope is gone
So I guess you'll be here with me from now on

Hello teardrops
Why do you fall like winter rain?
It's too late now
For she won't be back again
And there's nothing you can do
To ease this longing in my heart
For I'll miss her just as long as we're apart

** For awhile I thought she loved me
All of that is over now
And I tried to make her happy
But I failed her somewhere, somehow

Hello gray skies
Were are the shining stars above?
Do you miss them
As I'll always miss my love?
If you do then I'll stay with you
All night long until the dawn
For I know that I can't sleep now that she's gone.

We know Marty!!

Love - Gypsy and Mayhem

 
At 8:50 AM, Blogger Stephanie said...

Everyone else has song wishes for you. I was trying to think of what song reminds me most of you...(I can still see you striking your pose. Didn't we have a different version w/ Fred Flinstone in it?

Look around everywhere you turn is heartache
It's everywhere that you go (look around)
You try everything you can to escape
The pain of life that you know (life that you know)

When all else fails and you long to be
Something better than you are today
I know a place where you can get away
It's called a dance floor, and here's what it's for, so

Come on, vogue
Let your body move to the music (move to the music)
Hey, hey, hey
Come on, vogue
Let your body go with the flow (go with the flow)
You know you can do it

All you need is your own imagination
So use it that's what it's for (that's what it's for)
Go inside, for your finest inspiration
Your dreams will open the door (open up the door)

It makes no difference if you're black or white
If you're a boy or a girl
If the music's pumping it will give you new life
You're a superstar, yes, that's what you are, you know it

Beauty's where you find it
Not just where you bump and grind it
Soul is in the musical
That's where I feel so beautiful
Magical, life's a ball
So get up on the dance floor


Vogue, (Vogue)
Beauty's where you find it (move to the music)
Vogue, (Vogue)
Beauty's where you find it (go with the flow)

Greta Garbo, and Monroe
Deitrich and DiMaggio
Marlon Brando, Jimmy Dean
On the cover of a magazine

Grace Kelly; Harlow, Jean
Picture of a beauty queen
Gene Kelly, Fred Astaire
Ginger Rodgers, dance on air

They had style, they had grace
Rita Hayworth gave good face
Lauren, Katherine, Lana too
Bette Davis, we love you

Ladies with an attitude
Fellows that were in the mood
Don't just stand there, let's get to it
Strike a pose, there's nothing to it

Vogue, vogue

Oooh, you've got to
Let your body move to the music
Oooh, you've got to just
Let your body go with the flow
Oooh, you've got to
Vogue

 
At 11:30 AM, Blogger special k said...

gypsy... it used to only have one fireplace so he must have added one... i am glad he is moving, he is a packers fan yuck.

mayhem, hope everthing is well.

more school
bye all

 
At 1:26 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hello all, I hope everyone had a good weekend.

Mrs. Mayhem-I'm always up for a girls night out, you name the time and I'll be there.

I've got a song for all of you from way back when. I don't think anyone has mentioned this song yet, any guesses?

The flowers you gave me
Are just about to die
When I think about
What could’ve been
It makes me want to cry

The sweet words you whispered
Didn’t mean a thing
I guess our song is over
As we begin to sing

Chorus:
Could’ve been so beautiful
Could’ve been so right
Could’ve been my lover
Every day of my life
Could’ve been so beautiful
Could’ve been so right
I’ll never hold what could’ve been
On a cold and lonely night

The members of our lovin’
Still linger in the air
Like the faded scent of your roses
They stay with me everywhere

Everytime I get my hopes up
They always seem to fall
Still what could’ve been is better than
What could neverepeat chor be at all

Repeat chorus

How could I hold what could’ve been
On a cold and lonely night?

 
At 2:46 PM, Blogger f o r r e s t said...

I'll add on too!

Come and knock on our door,
(Come and knock on our door)
We've been waiting for you.
(We've been waiting for you)
Where the kisses are hers and hers and his
Three's company too.

Come and dance on our floor,
(Come and dance on our floor)
Take a step that is new.
(Take a step that is new)
We've a loveable space that needs your face
Three's company too.

You'll see that life is a ball again,
Laughter is calling for you-.
Down at our rendezvous
(Down at our rendezvous)
Three's company too.
Down at our rendezvous
(Down at our rendezvous)

 
At 5:38 PM, Blogger Stephanie said...

Crazy, was that Tiffany? Forrest, you crack me up.

 
At 6:43 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

He He He...
Hey Forest- here ya go...


Making your way in the world today takes everything you've got.
Taking a break from all your worries, sure would help a lot.

Wouldn't you like to get away?

Sometimes you want to go

Where everybody knows your name,
and they're always glad you came.
You wanna be where you can see,
our troubles are all the same
You wanna be where everybody knows
Your name.

 
At 7:01 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Seminole- your right it was Tiffany. I use to love that song.

I've got another good one for you Mrs. Mayhem, it brings me back to the days when we use to hung out with the cowboys.

oh my god becky look at her but it is so big
She looks like one of those rap guys girlfriends
But who understands those rap guys they only talk to her b'c she like a total
Prostitute
I mean her but is just so big
I can't believe it is so round and out there
It’s grouse
Look she's just so black

I like big butts and i can not lie
You other brothers can't deny
When a girl walks in with a tinny waste
And a round thing in your face you get sprung
You wanna pull up tuff cause u noticed that but was stuck
Be for the jeans she warring i am hooked and i can’t stop staring
Oh baby i wanna get with ya and take your picture
My homeboys try to warn me but that butt u got makes me so horne
Oh rumper smooth skin u say u wanna get my buns
Well use me use me b’c u aunt that average groove bin.
I seen her dancing to hell with romancing she sweet, wet got me going like a
Treble bet
I tried of magazines saying flat butts are the theme
The average butt made there arse kick butt she’s gotta back mach back
So fallers, yeah fallers, yeah has ya girlfriend got the but, hell yeah tell
Her to shake it shake it shake that healthy butt.
Baby got bake
I like them round and big and when i’m throwing a gig i just can’t help my self i
Am acting like an animal now his my skin
I wanna take u home and double up
I an’t talking about play boy b’c pricilla can’t part to with me for toys
I wanna real think and juice so find that juice double makes a lot in trouble
Begging for a piece of that bobble
So i’m looking at rock video nasty bimbos looking like hoe you can have those
Bimbos i keep my women like flow joys a world to the flick so sisters i wanna
Get with ya i wanna course and hit ya i gatta be straight that wannatill the
Brake of dawn
Baby got it going on i wanna sing this song one last time b’c those punks like
To hit and quit it and i ‘d rather stay and play
B’c i a long and i’m strong and i bound to get the friction on so ladies yeah
Ladies yeah u wanna role in my mercedes then turn around stick it out even
White boys gotta shout
Baby got back
Baby got back
Yeah baby when it comes to free meal cosmo has nothing to do with my selection
So your girlfriend grows a hunda playing work out makes her finda but finda
Don’t have a motor in the back of her hinda
U can do side bins or sit-ups but please don’t loose that but, some bothers
Wanna play that hard role and talk u that the but an’t go so they toss it and
Leave it but i pull up quick to receive it, so cosmo says your fat i an’t down
With that b’c your waist is small and your curves are kicking and i ‘m thinking
About sticking, to the pull dames thinks and the manganese u an’t it miss think,
Give me a sis i can’t resist red rice and beans didn’t miss her, some knuckle
Head try to ditch b’c those girls are on my list they had game but they shoes
To his them so i pull up quick to get with them. so ladies if the butt is round
And u wanna triple expo down call one nine hundred mix a lot and shake those
Nasty thoughts

 
At 7:41 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

WOW!! Tiffany- that was good. Vouge- also good. Hadn't thought about that in years..

Mr big..There is only one thought that comes to my mind when I hear that song..Rich and Scotts house. How old were we, like, 15?? How old were they, like, 25?? Party after party for my entire 9th grade year. WOW?? Surprised we didn't get arrested..Oh whait..we did..Once upon a time...

Gypsy and I get pulled over with Sabrina and Dennis at Circle S.

Gypsy is sober and driving after 8.
Was Dennis drunk?? Must not have beeen-he didn't get arrested.
Gyps and I were TANKED!!! Weren't we going to run away that night?? Cop makes Gypsy and I take breathalyzer- we don't pass. Get handcuffed together. Gyps starts to cry. I start to laugh..Gypsy's door is not shut. I announce to her that we are going to try to push it open at the stop light. She says "bad idea". I remind her that we are handcuffed together- she has to come with me. I ask the lady that is strip searching me at JDC if she is getting turned on. Our dad's come down to get us and meet for the first time. Gyps is grounded for like a year(how long was it??) and I get off scot free. Frigin funny shit!!

Lot's of great memories...
The coolest thing though is making new ones!! I am totaly down for a road trip or crazy evening in Deadwood. One room- ton of people-getin stupid..I love it..This is on my list..

Hey Special K..got any blue Maui??he he.. I KNOW you all remember K and her Blue Maui phase. I have a picture of her on Rich's dryer with a bottle in her hand and blue lips.

Hey Blonde Bomber- Dr Hook does the same thing for me except with Beckstroms house. I was @ Gypsy's house singing hook just last night. A less popular song unlike Sylvias Mother and On The Cover Of The Rolling Stones is The Freakers Ball- here's a line from that song for Space Cadet...


Pass that roach please and pour the wine
I'll kiss yours if you'll kiss mine
I'm gonna boogie till i go blind
We're freakin at the freakers ball

White ones, black ones, yellow ones, red ones
Necrophiliacs looking for dead ones
The greatest of the sadist and the masochists too
Screaming "Please hit me, and I'll hit you"

Everybody's fallin' in batches
Pyromaniacs striking matches
I'm gonna itch me where it scratches
Freaking at the freakers ball

He He He

 
At 7:43 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

Hey Special K- heres one for you...

Joey, honey - I got some money
All is forgiven. listen, listen
And if I seem to be confused
I didn’t mean to be with you.
And when you said I scared you,
Well I guess you scared me too.
But we got lucky once before
And if you’re somewhere out there
Passed out on the floor.
Oh joey, I’m not angry anymore.

 
At 8:05 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

Ohh J that song totaly reminds me of you. One more story..
Once upon a time..
Crazy J and I (with a few more girls..) decided to do a dance for the grade school talent show- this is a peice from the song we chose to do our dance to in front of the WHOLE SCHOOL...
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I used to love her, but I had to kill her
I had to put her
Six feet under
And I can still hear her complain


Are you laughing yet. What fucking dorks!! Why didn't somebody stop us?? NOW THAT IS FUNNY!!

 
At 8:33 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh my god Mayhem, we thought we were so cool. Remember the year before after our dance everyone was asking for our autograph.

 
At 6:49 AM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

Hey Blonde
I love Shel as well- have you ever read his book of poems??
Ya know who introduced me to Shel was Single Jim...Crazy!!!!
All is cool
have a good one
-mayhem

 
At 6:49 AM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

Yah crazy j I do remember that -frigin funny shit!!!

 
At 7:25 AM, Blogger Stephanie said...

Why didn't someone stop you? You ask that as if it would have been an option!

 
At 10:57 AM, Blogger special k said...

hey mayhem, i still don't drink anything blue to this day... no gatorade kool aid, i won't even eat blue candy!

i saw joey just the other day...

i think i might have you and crazy j's autographs put away somewhere.

 
At 11:31 AM, Blogger special k said...

i thought they were 10 cents

 
At 11:40 AM, Blogger Stephanie said...

I don't remember that. I know I would buy them off of people for ten cents. At the gas station, I always used my lunch money and bought a pack. I'm not sure why I had to skip school to accomplish that, but I usually did. Then again, I skipped school for Taco Tuesday as well, so I guess I didn't need much of an excuse.

 
At 11:46 AM, Blogger Stephanie said...

I was thinking about the types of cigarettes that I have smoked. I started with Marlboro Reds (stolen from my dad), then on to Camels, for the T-shirts that came with them. during and after the rally, Harley Davidson's. (Do you guys still have those there? I haven't seen them since I moved.) Then onto Marlboro lights, then camel wides, then M. light 100-s. Whenever I was sick or drank wiskey I smoked menthols. Then came kids and good-bye smokes.

Certain songs bring back memories of a specific time in life, certain types of cigarettes do the same for me.

I'm weird.

 
At 11:49 AM, Blogger special k said...

marlboro reds.. newports.. marblboro menthol lights...marlboro milds... parliment menthol lights.

when i was young we would smoke virginia slim menthol ultral lights
how horrible

 
At 1:43 PM, Blogger Stephanie said...

I never did the Virginia Slim thing. I called them candy cigs

 
At 8:05 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

man you guys are weird. thought everyone had left. tried to bring this page up at my house and it still wont work. blogging off the school computer now. cigs were 19 cents at cono on fifth. remember that place? loved it. was so sad when it went by. everybody is bitching cause im not working. better go.

 
At 11:05 AM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

Cono on fith was where I always bought cigs. Also used my lunch money to buy them- never ate lunch. Don't remember ever eating one hot lunch at South Jr. If I got to hungry I maybe had a swiss cake roll or a zebra cake- never ate school lunch.
It amazes me now how at 14 I could walk in there and just purchase cigs. I smoked camels, then camel lights. They clearly knew I (and everyone else)were far from being old enough. They didn't care.
Those were the days. Now I can't even go to the bar with out being carded.

Have to work today- would much rather stay in bed...Drama sucks.
Have a great day people.
Peace out-
mayhem

 
At 12:05 PM, Blogger Stephanie said...

That's the gas station! I think they trained everyone to sell us cigs, they must have made a fortune off of all the 14 year olds! I also babysat right across the street from that one, so that made life even easier.

I'm thinking about you Mayhem...

 
At 12:55 PM, Blogger ASHA said...

My understanding, was that they figured if we had anough guts to ask for them that they would sell to us! I made friends w/ quite a few of the checkers there!!!! Ha Ha!

 
At 12:55 PM, Blogger ASHA said...

So am I like one of the last ones that still SMOKE!?

 
At 8:51 PM, Blogger Stephanie said...

You still smoke? For shame! ;)

 
At 10:04 AM, Blogger ASHA said...

I remember Lance, I still see him from time to time, he still drives that little burgundy truck! I couldn't believe it when he cut all his hair off!!!I almost didn't know who he was. He was dating a gal I know for a while but he doesn't have very good luck w/ the ladies, nice guy though! I actually really enjoy smoking and I really want to quit but don't ya know! It is relaxing a major stress reliever for me especially these last few months!!! It keeps me sane, that and Jack D. and coke!!!!! I love them! There is nothing wrong w/ having a few coctails and smoking to relieve stress!!!!

 
At 12:54 PM, Blogger MsMayhem said...

I agree- who doesn't like to have a drink?? Had a couple to many last night..but I slept good:)

 

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