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Vodka and red bull (Hot Chocolate for me) and Cranium. Lots of Smoke breaks, good conversation and entertainment.
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MsMayhem
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
Vodka and red bull (Hot Chocolate for me) and Cranium. Lots of Smoke breaks, good conversation and entertainment.
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Johnny Cash is the shit:
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
Good Morning!!
Breakfast and Hot Chocolate at Dunn Brothers before I head into work today on my day off. Still extremely cold out-Wish it would warm up just a little bit(double numbers would be OK with me.) Not much else is new. Had a long and stressful conversation last night with exmrmayhem. Think things are comming full circle..Oh well, and so goes life. 7 days untill my next day of9 unless I go in that day as well) Holiday time in retail sucks ass. Makes for an unpleasent season. Have been thinking about going to school- but for what?? Open to suggestions..
Got my Christmas cards back-Watch for them in the mail. Hate pictures of myself- does anyone else feel that way?? Well i hope everything is well with everyone else. Have a great day and we will see you soon..
Peace and love~ Mayhem
Cold weather affects your moode. This is a fact. It makes you feel tired and down. Is it just the weather?? Or is it something else??
Hmmmm just want to go back to bed ( and not by myself) and pull the covers over my head. I met a few new people this week. Nice to know I am not the only one that has crazy issues..Still makes things difficult and exausting. I could sleep for ever.
I think I am done trying to figure people out. I spent way to much time and effort. Deep thinker- great intentions, no follow through. Story of my life..
I want to get away. Even if it is just for an hour. Away from my life and yours. Just need a break. Life is to crazy right now..
I want to go back to bed(and not by myself) and sleep in a warm safe place untill forever. No more life, no more ugly dreams, no more responsibility, no more deep thoughts, no more work... no worries, or cares, or thoughts...
Deep thinker. Great intentions. No follow through.. Story of my life. No expectations..No more let downs...
I want to go back to bed....
I'm so not with it. Is your last comment all a song, or is the first part a real question? If it's a real question, I know the answer :) !
Hmmm suggestions for you. Considering your experience, I would say a business/management degree would probably suit you, unless you are looking for something totally different. I could also see you in a human resources type position. School is a great idea. When I started it seemed like it would take forever. Now I'm halfway done and it seems like I just started.
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Hi Seminole sweet baby. No, that is not a song- just a thought from my troubled head. I have had a very intense last 48 hours..We need to talk girlfriend..
I am at Dunn Brothers and just had hot chocolate with my Daddy(AKA 17). He always makes me feel better. I love his don't fuck with me attitude- it's something I know i also possess-just need to dig it out- remember Seminole?? What happened to that girl in me?? Why do I continue to put myself in these situations where i get fucked over?? Cuz I am a sucker, that's why. Dam it.
Anyway, the papers are filed and I should be back to Collins in 60 days. I don't think I will exhale untill then.
School is a nice thought and perhaps i will pursue it. I just did so shitty in school and it has been SOOO LONG!! But I guess I know people who are doing it, and doing it well(look at you Space Cadet- and I know you are reading this, you shit head).
So I guess we sill see. Open for suggestions...
I am still done trying to figure people out. Don't expect to much and you won't be let down. Deep thinker. Great intentions. No follow through. Story of my life...Also learning how to sleep by myself. Sucks. Hate it. But did turn all the lights off but 2 last night. But the radio stayed on. Fuckin basketcase.
Will be in touch. Also, I need your address for your Xmas card- I didn't get that in the divorce either. That's mot fair- you were mine first, right???
If anyone else is reading this, How are you?? Drop me a line- I'm bored...
Love you, Happy Thursday
Peace out~Mayhem
Good morning sunshine! Sorry things are crazy for you right now if you need anything let me know!
I do. I will. Love my Asha
You wouldn't know Cash If he kicked you in the sloppy twat.
Mayhem, your mood is affected more not because of the cold, but because of the shorter days. (Along with all of the craziness in your life.) Seasonal depression is due to the affect of light on seratonin. (Told you I knew the answer!)
I was definitely yours first, and will always be here for you. Just spend time doing what you do best- being a mommy. The kiddos will lift your spirits!
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