New (old)theme song: this is so ironic- this was my theme song in 1995-how some things don't change...
You can turn back the tide of the cold tears from your eyes,
The pangs of wounded pride if you hold me.
Did someone do you wrong yeah,...good lovin's good as gone.
Maybe you ain't as strong as you wanna be.
It's alright if you don't wanna go home.
It's alright if you don't wanna be alone.
It's alright if you don't wanna go home.
I understand.
Nothin' stays if it's gotta go now.
You can't get water from a stone now.
Sometimes you've got to think about.
The things you're gonna love.
Now that you're doing alright.
You're pretty much outta sight.
I don't see you knockin' 'round my door anymore.
I'm glad to hear you're doing well.
But I know that time will tell.
Only when you're broken down,is that what friends are for?
Its alright if you just wanna go home.
It's alright if you just wanna be alone.
It's alright if you just wanna go home.
I understand
posted by MsMayhem @ 5:33 PM
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It was 1995, the first time I left Exmrmayhem:
I cleaned out the bank account-jumped in the toyota 4x4 with Gypsy, and headed to Salt Lake at 3AM. What a trip that was!!
I had been living with him, and after I left him- I had no place to stay. So I became the girl that never went home. I simply drank
untill I
passed out on the couch. I generally stayed with a group of boys that Gypsy and I were hanging out with.
I was temporarily homeless, and a senior in high school. We were Big Head Todd and The Monster fans- they dubbed this my theme song. Hadn't heard it for a long time.
Ironic that 10 years later and not much has changed.
I am still the girl that does not want to go home.
I just met my dad for hot chocolate at Dunn Brothers. He anounced that I look like shit and that I need to get dressed (I have been in my pj's since Sat I think?? The days are running together??).
I spent the day with Jeff yesterday. It was his kids Christmas program and he did not want to go alone- he loved the look on his exwife's face when we walked in together. That is the deal with Jeff- he calls me the girl on his arm- with is so funny to me. He had court yesterday and had asked me to go with him. He has given me a ton of support over the last 6 months plu moving me totaly out of my house, so this is the least I could do-plus it was good for me to get out of the house for a few hours. Felony court and Judge Tice were way intense. It all turned out fairly well and Jeff was cery glad that I went. I was glad I could be that friend-friends are like air- they are a requirement.
Today is another day. It's almost Christmas- it does not feel like Christmas. My dad assured me that it will and then proceeded to tell me to bring a bag Christmas eve cuz I was not going home alone-he also informed me that I was not allowed to wear pj's to Christmas...
My baby sister is comming into town today. I got a text from Crazy eyes that said we are doin something tonight-so get ahold of me if any of you are interested in playing.
Love you guys-Happy almost Christmas
~Mayhem
Did you tell everyone where your new blog is or is it just me and you now? I hope you have a great Christmas. What do your kiddos want?
Crazy Seminole, we are still here, some of us are better at reading and dashing than actually saying anything! Msmayhem, you will be so proud that I actually commented. Let me know the plan this evening and I hope everyone has a great Christmas!!!!! What does everyone want for x-mas?????
Glad to see you haven't left us Asha! I'm working tonight but then I have the holiday off. So, I'll chat with you all next week. Have a very MERRY Christmas everyone!
Who is Batman???????????
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